Please Write Again

How many times has it been? That I've tried so hard to write an entry and all it amounts to is this? I am keeping this to remind myself.

This space is specially dedicated to you moron, why abandon it? Don't be so hard on yourself. You've already gone through enough by removing your Facebook. You've already shunned all your friends but why neglect yourself? Take the test and write about it okay? You owe me this please...

Having A Breakdown

I feel disappointed because you were irresponsible.
I feel frustrated because you did not listen to my plea.
I feel angry because you do it anyway regardless of how I felt.
I feel afraid because I might die from what you did.
I feel hurt because you broke my trust.
I feel self-doubt because I no longer trust myself.
I feel ashamed because I allowed you to have things your way.