我覺得一路來, 你對我的感覺是感激而不是感情對嗎？
A collision is heading its way.
Sigh...
Wake From Dreaming
I know I've been abandoning my blog. But it's weird that when I load this page, there comes this voluntary urge to write a happy entry. Who am I kidding? My life is never happy, or so I have led readers to believe. Yes, it's easy to deceive anyone when you write according to how you want to be interpreted, but truth is, does it come naturally or by coercion?
There lies too many hidden meanings between written words. A blow with a word strikes deeper than a sword. I'd rather sing because it's harder to hide my feelings...
What is your underlying reason to blogging really?
(夢醒了 - 那英)
There lies too many hidden meanings between written words. A blow with a word strikes deeper than a sword. I'd rather sing because it's harder to hide my feelings...
What is your underlying reason to blogging really?
(夢醒了 - 那英)
Hurt
All my life, I've tried so hard to make each and everyone of you happy only to hurt myself in the end.
Was it all worth it?
Yes.
Was it all worth it?
Yes.
Crucial Direness
If there comes a day where it really pushes me to my utmost limit, this is it. I am seriously ready to die any moment now. Tears are pushing their way out but I am repressing them.
What's the point of crying?
What's the point of crying?
I Am Not Afraid
Today, I feel so defeated. It's frightful how even with the countless experience I've had in the past, it still doesn't prepare me for the dispute that comes in a relationship. Teacher has been extremely moody. Disgruntled to a point that it is truly unnerving to even talk about it. But I am truly patient and overly forgiving. Perhaps I've grown past the idea of having things my way. I've learned to compromise and think really hard before I speak. I've grown to be courageous even when I know I might fail to keep this relationship.
Teacher, if you ever read this, I want you to know that I do not expect you to understand me completely just as I never imagined I will always read you clearly. I won't be afraid if your love is not strong enough because I believe I am the one who will give you strength. I won't be afraid if our happiness melts away one day and I failed miserably to make you see past sorrow because I am the one who will make you smile again.
Ever heard of melancholy happiness? I am happy with a heavy resonance. This song speaks of my simple happiness but of course, it's an improvisation. Very typical of me.
Got ever gaduh with your boyfriend and feel like it's the end of the world or not?
（我變了 - 陶晶瑩）
Teacher, if you ever read this, I want you to know that I do not expect you to understand me completely just as I never imagined I will always read you clearly. I won't be afraid if your love is not strong enough because I believe I am the one who will give you strength. I won't be afraid if our happiness melts away one day and I failed miserably to make you see past sorrow because I am the one who will make you smile again.
Ever heard of melancholy happiness? I am happy with a heavy resonance. This song speaks of my simple happiness but of course, it's an improvisation. Very typical of me.
Got ever gaduh with your boyfriend and feel like it's the end of the world or not?
（我變了 - 陶晶瑩）
Dependant
Work has really stolen my private moments with myself. But it's all for the best. No one wants to live through the day with an empty stomach, parched throat and a crippled heart. Don't really have much to say at the moment except that I did promise a certain someone a little self-indulgent entertainment request. So here you go, out-of-slang mandarin song called 依赖 (Yīlài). Oh yeah, thank you for listening.
Do we actually listen when someone talks? Do you?
(依赖 - 陶晶瑩)
Do we actually listen when someone talks? Do you?
(依赖 - 陶晶瑩)
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