Wake From Dreaming

I know I've been abandoning my blog. But it's weird that when I load this page, there comes this voluntary urge to write a happy entry. Who am I kidding? My life is never happy, or so I have led readers to believe. Yes, it's easy to deceive anyone when you write according to how you want to be interpreted, but truth is, does it come naturally or by coercion?

There lies too many hidden meanings between written words. A blow with a word strikes deeper than a sword. I'd rather sing because it's harder to hide my feelings...

What is your underlying reason to blogging really?

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(夢醒了 - 那英)

Hurt

All my life, I've tried so hard to make each and everyone of you happy only to hurt myself in the end.

Was it all worth it?

Yes.