I stopped writing because it takes time to write something worth reading, something that you will appreciate, even if it doesn’t mean I blog every day. Anyone can blog. In fact, many do. But not everyone has something to say. And when I do, it's always on the negative side of things because I read the crap I write to reflect and grow positively (I think I just told a big lie).
Since this is not a journal of my daily events, it makes writing even harder. I'd like to think that the sole reason for keeping this blog is to share my singing to the world. I am that shy else I would've placed my videos on YouTube instead.
There's a Spanish proverb that encourages people to speak only when
their words are more beautiful than the silence. The online world has given me a
beautiful place for discussion and self-expression on topics I am passionate about but where there is beauty, there exists hateful and malicious readers.
I am not sure if I still have any followers but here is a video to compensate for my absence. I've been refusing to write and by doing so, my suppressed emotions, feelings, and thoughts have turned me into a complete sociopath. I am deflated of intelligence, achievement, popularity, attractiveness, health and strength. And almost all negative emotional reactions have caused so much more damage than I have imagined. At least now, I finally have the strength to post this entry which took me almost half a year! Next will be the lost courage to actually get help.