It's weird. I still visit this space now and then but I've become an audience to my own blog hoping an entry will appear. This uncertainty that does not stimulate the need to write saddens me. And with this continuous doubt or perhaps something that even myself cannot comprehend, a year has passed. 16 entries for 2012 is really pathetic.
I wonder do I only write when I am not at peace with myself. That I am not a fervent blogger who blogs about his daily routines. I think I've just answered myself. How ironic.
So it's a good thing then? That when there are no entries, I am a happier person?
Will you miss my absence?
If that what leads to few posts, then I'm happy for u because for some, lack of post due to they dont feel like sharing their mishap.
ReplyDeleteDo update sometimes when u feel like it. wanna know what happy occasion has transpired since the last post =)
Who is this who is this who is this?
DeleteYou have some pretty interesting entries. Hmm...
Pry pry pry.
hahahahahaha. Ask and it shall be revealed.
Deletei asked oledi vat... no answer oso. this must be a scam!
Deletesowi la. my engrish sruck. can u spek again? hehe
Deleteit's good to take a meta-view of your postings after a period of time regularly. there are lessons to be learned about oneself.
ReplyDeletejust look at the tags. you have 12 pain postings compared to contentment/ dream/ inspiration all combined (10 now). i supposed you are like me when i first started. i tend to focus on the negatives rather than neutral/ positives. :-)
use this data point to reflect you actions, and habits...
why is this data point like this? is it becos you blog more when you are down, or is it becos there are no ups in the first place? only you know the answer. reflect on them and and if need be, adjust your actions consciously. time to also start blogging when you are more positive. or for that matter, time to be more positive!
:-)
ps: that is why i like blogging. i can look at myself from objective data points. provides me with another perspective of myself, one that i may not be conscious about...
Jeffy! You have a very perceptive eye when it comes to logical reasoning. It's really an interesting find but how should I put this? I've been blogging since 2000 at the tender age of 23 and it was the same case; countless entries of cryptic woes. I kept some if not all of my troubled writings and boy were they disturbing... like abused victim hee hee.
DeleteAnyway and anyhow, I believe it is human nature to want happiness.
With your invaluable advice, which I am truly grateful for and especially this unconditional friendship; I promise to me more positive.
Such a caring soul from the effort taken to reply this long.
(peluk)
OH! Because of what you made aware, I just realised my singing is on par with my pain. Interesting find. I sing as much as I write when I am unhappy. Fart!
Deletehey CP, this was something i reflected last year when i looked at my tags...
ReplyDeletehttp://dancer66.blogspot.sg/2011/07/reflecting-2000.html
helped me see myself from a different perspective...
Aiyoh! I read read read then I had a revelation... hmm nebermind, will blog about it later when I have the time... now i know i write zis way... cha cha cha!
DeleteI miss your post
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and your singing too
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apa ini miss miss miss? miss then meet up with me lah i D A R E you! wahahahaha no lah pray pray onli. i miss my posts too and my singing too let's see what's gonna happen in 2013 shall we?
DeleteHappy 2013 cp!
ReplyDeleteGong Hey Fatt Choy!
Deletelol! ya...
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