Tenuous Existence

I am so tired. I could almost give up on everything but it's always the case of that last glint. It keeps me going even if I decide to do nothing. I hate that.

A deep stomach-churning hollow sigh...

Sometimes I really hope I could just falter and continuously descend into oblivion. Really taste death and not come back at all. I am that perturbed.

I need that fucking courage to fall completely.

(墜落 - 蔡健雅)